just,

just hearing her voice for the 15 minutes we were on the phone and to here her tell me she loves me made my day.

I'll always love you

I miss the way we were so crazy about each other, two young teenagers madly in love. Sometimes I wish I could tell you everything, make everything alright. I know you still love me but there's something jaded about the way that you look at me now. There's something in our conversations that keep us from saying everything that we'd like to. I don't know if it'll ever get that good again, and I'm afraid to let go of this and afraid to start something new, because what if it's never the same? What if you were the best one for me?

If I could meet you again for the first time, what would I say? Knowing you'd become my first love in the future and we'd date for almost 2 years and become glue and somewhere down the line...We didnt stick anymore.

There will come a day, when you lay your head on a guys chest and you realize his heartbeat doesnt match yours.

Our love was so strong that we felt each others love from 3,000 miles away.

I will love you until I can say no more. You hung the stars in the sky, what makes you think you can not love me again? I just wish for you to come back. To realize that you are happy with me. That we can be happy again. You may say that you don't love me anymore but I know deep down you do. If you just give me a call, if you just listen to what I have to say then maybe we could be together again. Maybe we could be that couple that no body could stop the love coming from each others hearts! I find it impossible to get through to you but for some reason after a year I'm still fighting for it. Still fighting for that phone call from you, to hear your voice on the other end. To know that I'm happy again. I just wish you knew how much I miss you. How much time I spend thinking about you. How much time I put in my day to think of things to do to get you back...

I don't understand

How can you move on so fast?
You gave me up without even a fight?

whatever idc anymore.

I wonder

Why is life so challenging?
is that the point?

another day gone bye alone.

nothing :(

that's exactly what I have now.
fuck life, fuck love, fuck everything.

Everything!

Everythings horrible, I dont know who to even trust anymore.
I wish I had all of my old friends back. I think about them everyday, But there all gone like little chunks of my heart. They all threw me away. For what? a bitch, a girl/guy they will be with for the rest of there lives? fuck no! there all people that will fuck them over in the future. I loved everyone of them some more than others but atleast they would have always had my love, but they fucked that up big time, i'll never look at any of them the same way. Im just a memory no one really even cares about.

one love

jessika your my everything.
your the only girl i'll ever love.
i want to grow old and have beautiful intellegent children with you.
promise me you'll love me forever?