August 31, 2008

Today I woke up. I really wish I hadn't I was just hopeing everything that happened yesterday was all just one big dream. I lost my girlfriend today not to tore up about it because I knew it was coming anyways she's just so predictable I guess. I just want someone whos a challenge. Someone who won't go behind my back and talk to other guys. Someone who loves me for me. And someone who won't fight over stupid shit. But my heart lies in North Carolina with Ashley she's that girl I haven't seen her in so long and I miss her so much. She promised me she would come back for me one day and start a family with me :( I miss her.